Inadequate Communication

Today as I sat and thought about how many situations come about due to lack of communication. I strongly believe people in today’s society don’t know how to properly communicate. As much technology we have in the world today communication is still a major issue. People today don’t know how to express their feelings or address issues they are having with one another, that’s why I think many people circles gets smaller. If people know how to communicate I believe the world would be in a better state. Communication is needed fore everything think about it. Do you communicate adequately? Do you express yourself? or Do you let your feelings build up? Do you often find yourself losing a friend? Do you find yourseld in situations that result in lack of communication? If you answered yes to any of these, think about how you communicate. Maybe you dont communicate that well. Communication is the #1 problem solver...So please people learn how to communicate

Figured You Out

I figured you out
And you’re just like some of the rest
I never would’ve categorized you
But you put me to the test
I sat and I pondered
On the way you carry certain situations
You are like a see saw
Your cyclic actions, is going to cause you to fall

You feed on girls who are going through something emotionally
You see that as a way for you to come in
To come in and show them that you are not like some men
You act as a confidant and a best friend
Sooner or later you want to be more than just her friend
The girl eventually gives in
You treat her like a queen
Helping her broken heart to mend
Somehow in the middle of the perfect story
Life throws a curve ball
You don’t know how to take it
You constantly dwell in the past and live off ones faults
Giving you an excuse to give up
Give up on something you supposedly love
Give up on something you supposedly want to be in forever
Give up on something you supposedly never had
You use an excuse of your life isn’t right
To leave the one that you supposedly love
But what isn’t right is you are talking to someone else at night
When the one you supposedly love is beating herself up for you to see
That she is deeply in love with you.
You constantly say my decision wasn’t based only on you
She can clearly see that because it’s evident there is someone new.
Someone new who’s going through something emotionally
You don’t want to resolve the problems with your so called “love”
So you build another girl up
Because you see it as another way in
To show her that you aren’t just like some men
But in reality you are just like some men
You break the heart of one girl to build up another
Because you don’t know how to deal with a situation
That you don’t have full control in
You are running from a situation that won’t really ever end
You keep up with this cycle
And all your little relationships will always come to an end
Be careful of what you do to others
Because it’s going to come back times ten
Your dirty cycle of relationships is going to make some female relationship cycles end
Since you build their sand castle
And knock it right back down again
But I want to thank you
Thank You for giving me another love lesson, yet again
A lesson of the way he treats his mother is the way he is going to treat you,
And not to deal with someone who doesn’t know how to communicate
With that flaw none of your problems will end
And don’t get into a relationship with someone with insecurities,
Because all they are going to do is blame you,
Blame you for them feeling a certain way
On this day I realized your love is not at all what you say
Your love is based only on you
You feeling like you have control and you not being done dirty again,


**So I’m telling everyone else to really examine a person before you deal with them
Examine their relationship with both their parents, how they communicate, how they see themselves, and if they have any insecurities**

This Guy

This guy
This guy
I cant seem to get him off my…
Mind
I often find myself visiting his website sites
But as I do so
I....
I....
I feel like I’m giving off a stalkerish vibe
Visiting his sites gives me the fulfillment of seeing his face and hearing his voice
His voice.....
through the music and poetry he speaks
The music and poetry he speaks makes me feel so weak....
So weak from the knowledge and truth coming from his art....
His art of spoken word and rhapsody
Which only leaves me shaking my head because I agree....
I agree with what he saying or I can feel the wisdom in this young man
Leaving me with the thought like DAMN!!!
There is someone out here that is deeper than I am
As I sit and look on his myspace, facebook, and blogsites
I just feel my feelings for him start to ignite.....
Ignite into me wanting to get to know him
Me just not being a random girl
Me being a girl that he often thinks of
As a friend or an associate
As I sit and browse on his site
I think of something I might do
I might finally break out of my shell
And say hi
I may finally break out of my shell and tell him how great I think his
But my biggest fear is being let down
Him thinking him some groupie
Him thinking him some random girl
I will never know unless I try
Should I try?
Should I break the ice and finally say hello, I admire you as a person and find your poetry and music quite intriguing to my mind.
Or should I just keep hiding behind this wall
This wall of fear that just pulls me away
Away from an opportunity to meet a great person
A person I don’t know but would like to know
Not on a relationship status
Not trying to go there
No not at all
But maybe a friendship
Yes a friendship
So should I try??
Or should I hide??

Is It Worth It???

They often say I’m strong
But why do I feel so weak?
These tears running from my eyes
Is a result of a situation that didn’t reach its intended peak
I often ask myself, why?
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel this way when I’ve been through two different situations
When my love went astray
Shouldn’t it be easier
Easier to handle
It happened twice before
So why is my heart, yet again, dismantled
They say everything happens for a reason
So I sit and wonder
What’s the reason?
The reason to heartbreak
Not one BUT three
Should I just give up on love
And just focus on me
I honestly don’t want another relationship
Ever in my life
Then I wouldn’t ever have to go through situations like this
That just brings me strife,
The conflict of love and how it gives up on you,
Leaving me with the question, Am I that hard to handle?
I am human and I do make mistakes
Its often said don’t give up
But is it worth three heart breaks
And little pieces of my heart to pick up
Pieces of my heart that been broken once before
Put together again
And what broken once more
This love game is no jokeIts seems like some people win
And some people loseSome give it another try
And are just left heartbroken again
Sitting here wondering when their heart is going to mend
What are we to do with this pain,
Are we to sit here and cry until we get a migraine
I refuse to that
So I just sit with my pen and write
Pour out my feelings in my poems
And hope afterwards I feel alright
Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t
So the only thing I have left to say is
Never make someone your everything
Because when they leave, you are left with NOTHING!!!!!!

Life Lessons: A Beautiful Thing

I now look at life in a whole new perspective and I find it neccessary to write this because I feel GREAT. Yea, the last couple weeks I've been down but hey that saga is over. I now see life as one huge lesson that doesnt involve teachers, classrooms or schedules. It involves situations that you may not want to encounter but it is indispensable. From friendships, relationships, and family issues I realized everything happens for a reason and in one way or another you will get a message out of it. Learn from your mistakes thats the best way to grow. I also came to the realization that your past is what contributes to your future, its just the way that you apply it. If you take a past situation and apply it to the present negatively, in the future its going to have a negative effect. So take your past apply it positively, for it will only help you. The past is the light that enriches your future, take your past and embrace it, love it, and thank it, just dont dwell on it. You will get nowhere. Another thing I realized is DONT STRESS ANYTHING, everything will work itself out. I realized stressing is detrimental to you as a person. Just think about it, you stressing about someone or a situation is futile because the person you may be stressing over is living their life not thinking about whats going over there in your world. Stressing about a situation is futile since you can't change anything and everything that happens is in God's will. Be patient evrything will work out, you have to go through a struggle before you get to success. And if you are/were hurt by someone or something time heals everything. If you just broke up with someone see that relationship as a lesson. Its true when they say some people are in your life for a season. And another thing I learned was never jump into relationship after you just got finished with another. In the end you will only hurt yourself. Many people claim to love, but to be quite honest no one really knows what love is. There are many definitions out there but there is only one true definition which is in 1 Corinthians 13:1-13, so before you claim to love someone check that out. Well with that being said Life is a beautiful thing to live, at times it may not be pretty but all in all Life only gets better. I would like to thank the people and events that assisted my whole new look on life.Thanks