Is It Worth It???

They often say I’m strong
But why do I feel so weak?
These tears running from my eyes
Is a result of a situation that didn’t reach its intended peak
I often ask myself, why?
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel this way when I’ve been through two different situations
When my love went astray
Shouldn’t it be easier
Easier to handle
It happened twice before
So why is my heart, yet again, dismantled
They say everything happens for a reason
So I sit and wonder
What’s the reason?
The reason to heartbreak
Not one BUT three
Should I just give up on love
And just focus on me
I honestly don’t want another relationship
Ever in my life
Then I wouldn’t ever have to go through situations like this
That just brings me strife,
The conflict of love and how it gives up on you,
Leaving me with the question, Am I that hard to handle?
I am human and I do make mistakes
Its often said don’t give up
But is it worth three heart breaks
And little pieces of my heart to pick up
Pieces of my heart that been broken once before
Put together again
And what broken once more
This love game is no jokeIts seems like some people win
And some people loseSome give it another try
And are just left heartbroken again
Sitting here wondering when their heart is going to mend
What are we to do with this pain,
Are we to sit here and cry until we get a migraine
I refuse to that
So I just sit with my pen and write
Pour out my feelings in my poems
And hope afterwards I feel alright
Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t
So the only thing I have left to say is
Never make someone your everything
Because when they leave, you are left with NOTHING!!!!!!