This Guy

This guy
This guy
I cant seem to get him off my…
Mind
I often find myself visiting his website sites
But as I do so
I....
I....
I feel like I’m giving off a stalkerish vibe
Visiting his sites gives me the fulfillment of seeing his face and hearing his voice
His voice.....
through the music and poetry he speaks
The music and poetry he speaks makes me feel so weak....
So weak from the knowledge and truth coming from his art....
His art of spoken word and rhapsody
Which only leaves me shaking my head because I agree....
I agree with what he saying or I can feel the wisdom in this young man
Leaving me with the thought like DAMN!!!
There is someone out here that is deeper than I am
As I sit and look on his myspace, facebook, and blogsites
I just feel my feelings for him start to ignite.....
Ignite into me wanting to get to know him
Me just not being a random girl
Me being a girl that he often thinks of
As a friend or an associate
As I sit and browse on his site
I think of something I might do
I might finally break out of my shell
And say hi
I may finally break out of my shell and tell him how great I think his
But my biggest fear is being let down
Him thinking him some groupie
Him thinking him some random girl
I will never know unless I try
Should I try?
Should I break the ice and finally say hello, I admire you as a person and find your poetry and music quite intriguing to my mind.
Or should I just keep hiding behind this wall
This wall of fear that just pulls me away
Away from an opportunity to meet a great person
A person I don’t know but would like to know
Not on a relationship status
Not trying to go there
No not at all
But maybe a friendship
Yes a friendship
So should I try??
Or should I hide??